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they don't exist

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1.
void 04:00
I was one foot in the grave and you dressed like the reaper come down, come down to my level violent in rage and blind, and blind to any real outlet clutching the one that's left I divorced this bottle offspring leaves so much in the grey unfinished business or maybe the final solution drawing near a low budget ending the director left the project and the scenes all a blur it's all on the cutting room floor i'm exactly where you found me are you ignoring all the noise? i'm exactly where you found me i'm exactly where you found me
2.
you deserve what you settle for everything happens for a reason
3.
nothing is promised nothing will be the same nothing is promised except for the peace we all seek lonely and unwanted inside has the mask become my true face? am i tired of the smile i fake everyday? would love to speak my mind will anyone hear me? have i been erased from the picture? nothing in the world survives nothing is promised
4.
hover 04:00
benumbed pupils spun there is no light into the void caged bird pigeoned-holed never to grow drifting in a haze will i find my way? benumbed hallowed sun will peace come? no rest, no peace what have i become? no rest, no peace what have i become? is this where i leave you? is this where i leave you? is this where i leave you? is this where i leave you?
5.
how has it been twenty years? since i shed those tears who knew a phone call could drop you to your knees? weeping this can't be true this can't be true this can't be true riding with my father listening to Bill Withers you can lean on me can i lean on you? what can you do when your best friend leaves you? (what can you do?) x2 i just want to go home i just want to rest these bones i just want to go home has it really been fifteen years? collecting my mother's tears viewing her fears that something isn't right that your presence won't be felt tonight weeping this can't be true
6.
you deserve what you settle for everything happens for a reason force feeding poison down our throats everything happens for a reason complacency, perpetual motion medicated, tripping in the dark devastated ceaseless struggle, chronic pain nail in my hand why can't i be saved? are there no miracles? you deserve what you settle for everything happens for a reason
7.
cope 06:38
all you ever wanted was to be invisible all you ever wanted was to be invincible emotional wreck am i weighing myself down again help me escape this hurt i feel you will ache how i ache will you drown this pain away? what lurks in these waters? are you too afraid to tell me? am i on my way to hell? am i wrong? am i extraordinary? can i pick up the pieces? am i weighing myself down again sometimes i feel like giving up sometimes i feel so stuck (x2) sorry i couldn't be a what you wanted me to be deliver me won't you set me free all you ever wanted was to be invisible all you ever wanted was to be invincible you won't know this a slippery slope? what lurks in these waters? are you too afraid to tell me? am i on my way to hell? am i wrong? am i extraordinary? can i pick up the pieces? am i weighing myself down again

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released August 3, 2018

recorded from May 2017 to January 2018
recorded at Blue Chair Recordings in Ward, AR and drums at The White Water Tavern in Little Rock, AR
Engineered : Daniel Cox
Mixed / Mastered : Jordan Trotter
Artwork/Design : Chris White
additional vocals on vulnerable pt. 1 performed by Adam Faucett
drums on seasons performed by Jordan Trotter
all songs written / performed by Colour Design
all lyrics written by Shawn Hood except void by Shane Clinton

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Colour Design screams, vibes, swirls, wails, drives, and sprawls like a train breaking out of the dark woods along the Arkansas River and into the humid, starry open of the Delta. - Lee Bains

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